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9/18/2009  我已经找到和我一起过better life 的人。 所以不管你做什么决定，我都会百分百的支持你。
你开心我也会开心的。  有了double 的幸福，
就是我要的better life!!  5/29/2009 Anything else I can do for you?
again and again
I can not explain how much I love you,
I don't know how to explain what is love,
I don't know how to show u that u r the most important.
3/31/2009 i was playing all the songs in my ipod
still can not find the right one to explain.
于千万人中遇见想要遇见的人,于千万年之中,时间的无涯的荒野里,没有早一步,也没有晚一步,刚巧赶上了,那也没有别的话可说,唯有轻轻问一句:哦,你也在这里吗?"----张爱玲<爱> 3/23/2009 Good-bye Joe, he gotta go, me oh my oh
He gotta go-pole the pirogue down the bayou
His Yvonne the sweetest one, me oh my oh
Son of a gun, we'll have big fun on the bayou
Thibodaux, Fontaineaux the place is buzzin'
A Kin-folk come to see Yvonne by the dozen
Dress in style the go hog wild, me oh my oh
Son of a gun, we'll have big fun on the bayou
Jambalaya and a crawfish pie and fillet gumbo
Cause tonight, I'm gonna see my ma cher a mi-o
Pick guitar, fill fruit far and be gay-o
Son of a gun, we'll have big fun on the bayou
Settle down far from town get him a pirogue
And he'll catch all the fish in the bayou
Swap his mon to buy Yvonne what she need-o
Son of a gun, we'll have big fun on the bayou
Jambalaya and a crawfish pie and fillet gumbo
Cause tonight, I'm gonna see my ma cher a mi-o
Pick guitar, fill fruit far and be gay-o
Son of a gun, we'll have big fun on the bayou
Jambalaya and a crawfish pie and fillet gumbo
Cause tonight, I'm gonna see my ma cher a mi-o
Pick guitar, fill fruit far and be gay-o
Son of a gun, we'll have big fun on the bayou
Jambalaya and a crawfish pie and fillet gumbo
Cause tonight, I'm gonna see my ma cher a mi-o
Pick guitar, fill fruit far and be gay-o
Son of a gun, we'll have big fun on the bayou
so Yvonne's BF is joe!?no no no~~lol~~ 3/19/2009 你觉得你能和前男友的女朋友做朋友吗？
对于我来说完全没问题，只要她愿意。
原因？
1.我们品位相同。
2.如果那个男人是你喜欢的，必定是有人格上的美好吸引你，所以如果做不成男女朋友，多一个你能欣赏的朋友也未尝不可。
3.既然你欣赏那个男人，那你就应该明白，一个男人有了他的女人，他们就不可能再还给你一个单身的状态，除非他们分手。
当让如果明明他有女朋友，却想营造你对他还是独一无二的，那这种男人不要也罢。
4.如果能多两个朋友何乐而不为？其实朋友比男朋友更难得。
你觉得你能和现男友的前女朋友做朋友吗？
对于我来说完全没问题，只要她愿意。
原因？
1.我们品位相同。
2.因为他是我的男朋友，他欣赏的人，自然应该去支持，站在他的角度为他考虑，虽说不可能人人你都能欣赏，但起码应该去尝试。
3.对于女人来说，多一个女性朋友其实比多一个男性朋友难得多。 3/3/2009 不止一个男人和我说ur bf is a lucky guy.
我想应该也会有很多女孩子对他说，she is a lucky girl.
不论说话的那个人是出于真心还是出于嫉妒，
我们都是幸运的人，
更幸运的是我们在一起!
so we have reason to be envied! 3/2/2009 ●Forget-me-not
作词/作曲：尾崎丰(1965.11.29~1992.4.25)
小さな朝の光は 疲れて眠る爱にこぼれて
●柔和的晨光洒向 因疲乏而沉睡的爱
流れた时の多さに うなずく様に よりそう二人
●像对流逝的过多时间点头一样 相互依偎着的两个人
窓をたたく风に目覚めて 君に頬をよせてみた
●拍打窗棂风唤醒我 我把脸贴近你
幸せかい 昨晩のぬくもりに
●感到幸福吗 昨夜的温存
そっとささやいて 强く君を抱きしめた
●小声问着 紧紧地抱住你
初めて君と出会った日 仆はビルのむこうの
●初次与你相遇那一天 我在高楼对面的
空をいつまでも さがしてた
●天空中一直寻找
君がおしえてくれた 花の名前は
●你告诉我的 花的名字
街にうもれそうな 小さなわすれな草
●快被城市淹没的 小小的“勿忘我”
时々爱の终りの悲しい梦を 君は见るけど
●虽然你时常做爱已结束的悲伤的梦
仆の胸でおやすみよ 二人の人生 わけあい生きるんだ
●在我怀里休息吧 两个人的人生 要彼此分享着度过
爱の行く方に答はなくて いつでもひとりぼっちだけど
●虽然对爱的结局找不到答案 总是感到孤独
幸せかい ささやかな暮しに
●感到幸福吗 平淡的生活
时はためらいさえも ごらん爱の强さに変えた
●你看 时间已经把迷惘 变成爱的坚强
时々仆は无理に君を 仆の形に
●虽然有时我快要勉强你
はめてしまいそうになるけれど
●顺从我的意思
二人が育くむ 爱の名前は
●两个人培育的 爱的名字
街にうもれそうな 小さなわすれな草
●快被城市淹没的 小小的“勿忘我”
行くあてのない街角にたたずみ
●在没有去向的街头伫立
君に口づけても
●我想吻你
幸せかい 狂った街では
●感到幸福吗 在疯狂的城市
二人のこの爱さえ うつろい踏みにじられる
●连两个人的这份爱 也在变 遭到践踏
初めて君と出会った日 仆はビルのむこうの
●初次与你相遇那一天 我在高楼对面的
空をいつまでも さがしてた
●天空中一直寻找
君がおしえてくれた 花の名前は
●你告诉我的 花的名字
街にうもれそうな 小さなわすれな草
●快被城市淹没的 小小的“勿忘我”
1/16/2009 我不贪心，也不等待，我找到感觉对的人，就决定了。
我不喜欢左顾右盼，生命如此短暂，我的时间有限，
我想用有限的时间，跟另一个人过better life,而不是用我的life，去找一个better的人。 1/7/2009 在这茫茫人世间，一定有一个生命特别适合你，她已经来到世间，等着你。为了找到她，你会经历很多事情，周游很多地方，终于如电光一闪，充分成熟的你找到充分成熟的她，然后互相托付漫长的生命。”
------余秋雨
"In the sea of people ,there must be a life suitable for you.Now he/she has arrived in ,waiting for you.In order to find him/her,you must have experienced a lot and travelled a lot of places. At last,all of a sudden, you found him/her at a mature age then both keep promise on the future long life to each other ."
-------Yu Qiuyu
12/21/2008 when i with u ,as all nature smiled in the winter sunlight.
thy sunshine smiles upon the winter days of my heart ,never doubting of its spring flowers.
when i with u,we r so childish,as the children pure and cute,
everyone is eyeing us with admiration.
when i think of u,people can see the smile on my face,
Though they don't know why,they can feel my happyness.
as the white bird is flittering wings across the blue sky.
when u r away from me,i will not miss u too much,
coz even if u r not here,i know u will come back soon,u r always on my mind.
i know u r always with me.
8/24/2008
It won't do
to dream of caramel,
to think of cinnamon
and long for you.
It won't do
to stir a deep desire,
to fan a hidden fire
that can never burn true.
Vega Suzanne
I know your name,
I know your skin,
I know the way
these things begin;
But I don't know
how I would live with myself,
what I'd forgive of myself
if you don't go.
So goodbye,
sweet appetite,
no single bite
I know your name,
I know your skin,
I know the way
these things begin;
But I don't know
what I would give of myself,
how I would live with myself
if you don't go.
It won't do
to dream of caramel,
to think of cinnamon
and long
for you.
YouTube - caramel - suzanne vega
8/11/2008
引用
YouTube - Miss Pettigrew Lives for Day song "If I Didn't Care"
if i did not care
more than words can say
if i did not care
would i feel this way？
if this isn"t love
then why do i thrill?
and what makes my head go round and round
while my heart steads still?
if i did not care
would it be the same?
would my every prayer begin and end
with just your name?
and would i be sure that this is love
beyond compare?
would all this be true ?
if i did not care
for 。。。。。。。。。
you 。。。。。。。
men Cappellag:
if i did not care
would it be the same?
would my every prayer begin and end
with just your name?
and would i be sure that this is love
beyond compare?
would all this be true ?
if i did not care
for 。。。。。。。。。
you 。。。。。。。 8/5/2008
引用
YouTube - She believe in me
肯尼·罗杰斯，1938年8月21日出生于得克萨斯州的休斯敦，他家境贫穷，但还是坚持念完了高中，并学会了演奏吉他和小提琴。上高中的时候，就在一支叫做“学者” (The Scholars)的山地乡村摇滚乐队里演奏。高中毕业后，他录制了两首单曲：《我们永远再次堕入情网》(We’ll Always Fall in Love Again)和《对于你的孤独》(For You Alone)。在60年代初期，肯尼·罗杰斯在当地一些乐队中演唱，1996年，罗杰斯自己组建了一支名叫“首版”(First Edition)的乐队，乐队的歌曲《鲁比不要把你的爱情带进镇里》(Ruby, Don’t Take Your Love to Town)第1首单曲是《爱让我振奋》(Love Lifted Me)，在1976年初成为一首小热门歌曲。
但真正带来突破的是 1977年的《露西尔》(Lucille)，此曲获得排行榜冠军，它不仅成为一首主要的乡村热门歌曲，而且还获得了当年乡村音乐协会的年度最佳单曲。凭此曲获第20届格莱美最佳乡村男歌手奖。二年后凭《赌徒》(The Gambler)再获第22届格莱美最佳乡村男歌手奖。
在1978—1980 年间，他有5首单曲获得乡村歌曲排行榜冠军：《爱或者相似的东西》(Love or Something like It)、《赌徒》(The Gambler)、《她相信我》(She Believes in Me)、《县里的懦夫》(Coward of the County)。同时，这些单曲大都进入流行歌曲排行榜的前10名。除此之外，他还推出了一系列同著名其他女歌手合唱的歌曲。其中如桃莉．芭顿等均是乡村歌坛的风云人物。1980年，罗杰斯以一首由莱昂内尔·里奇(Lionel Richie)创作的歌曲《女士》(Lady)登上美国排行榜并在榜首停留了6个星期。1984年推出了金唱片《夜视眼》(Eyes That See in the Dark)。
1989年，歌曲《誓言不变(对你永远忠诚)》[The Yows Go Unbroken(Always True to You)]进入排行榜前10名。随后的专辑《内部十分强大》(Something Inside So Strong)成为金唱片，但只进入排行榜前40名。
80年代末和90年代初，罗杰斯一直忙于慈善工作、音乐会、电视节目、电影、摄影和其他等事务并继续出版唱片。美国前总统克林顿也非常喜欢乡村音乐，也是他的歌迷和好友。
8/4/2008
YSTERDAY,WHEN I WAS YOUNG (昨日，当我轻狂年少)
作曲：Charles Aznavour
作词：Charles Aznavour（法）Herbert Kretzmer（英）
专辑：“Yesterday When I Was Young”（1969，Dot发行）
Seems the love I've ever known
看来，过去我所知道的爱情
Has always been the most destructive kind
似乎总是最具有毁灭性的那种
Guess that's why now
或许，那就是为什么
I feel so old before my time
如今我感觉如此的未老先衰
Yesterday, when I was young,
昨日，当我轻狂年少
The taste of life was sweet as rain upon my tongue,
生命的滋味甜美有如我舌尖上的雨水
I teased at life as if it were a foolish game,
我戏弄著生命，彷佛它只是一场愚蠢的游戏
T he way the evening breeze may tease a candle flame
就好像夜晚的微风逗弄著一盏烛火那样
The thousand dreams I dreamed, the splendid things I planned,
成千个我所做过的梦，还有那些我所计画的大业
I always built, alas, on weak and shifting sand,
我总是建筑在，唉，松软的流沙上
I lived by night and shunned the naked light of day,
我夜夜笙歌，躲避著白昼赤裸的阳光
And only now I see how the years ran away
直到现在，我才惊觉岁月已经如何的消逝
Yesterday, when I was young,
昨日，当我轻狂年少
So many happy songs were waiting to be sung,
那么多快乐的歌曲等待我去唱
So many wild pleasures lay in store for me,
那么多狂野的乐趣等待我去享用
And so much pain my dazzled eyes refused to see
而那么多的痛苦，我昏花的双眼拒绝去看见
I ran so fast that time and youth at last ran out,
我奔跑得那么快，岁月与青春终于用罄
I never stopped to think what life was all about,
我从未停下来思考过生命究竟是什么
And every conversation I can now recall,
而如今我能够记得的所有对话
Concerned itself with me, and nothing else at all
都只跟我有关，其他的什么也没有
Yesterday, the moon was blue,
昨日，当月光依旧湛蓝
A nd every crazy day brought something new to do,
而每个疯狂的日子都带来一些新鲜的事情可作
I used my magic age as if it were a wand,
我滥用著我神奇的年纪，就像它是根魔法棒
And never saw the waste and emptiness beyond
从来没有看见背后的浪费与空虚
The game of love I played with arrogance and pride,
我用轻狂与自负的态度，玩著爱情的游戏
And every flame I lit too quickly, quickly died,
而我所点燃的所有焰火，都太快太快的熄灭
The friends I made all seemed somehow to drift away,
我所交的朋友，似乎都一一逐渐远去
A nd only I am left on stage to end the play
只有我被留在舞台上，独自去结束这场戏
T here are so many songs in me that won't be sung,
我心中有太多的歌曲无法被唱出
I feel the bitter taste of tears upon my tongue,
我感觉到泪水苦涩的滋味滑落在我舌尖
The time has come for me to pay,
现在，付出代价的时间已经来到
For yesterday, when I was young.
引用
YouTube - Shirley Bassey's Yesterday When I Was Young
7/30/2008
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July 6, in the morning
My angel, my all, my very self - Only a few words today and at that with pencil (with yours) - Not till tomorrow will my lodgings be definitely determined upon - what a useless waste of time - Why this deep sorrow when necessity speaks - can our love endure except through sacrifices, through not demanding everything from one another; can you change the fact that you are not wholly mine, I not wholly thine - Oh God, look out into the beauties of nature and comfort your heart with that which must be - Love demands everything and that very justly - thus it is to me with you, and to your with me. But you forget so easily that I must live for me and for you; if we were wholly united you would feel the pain of it as little as I - My journey was a fearful one; I did not reach here until 4 o'clock yesterday morning. Lacking horses the post-coach chose another route, but what an awful one; at the stage before the last I was warned not to travel at night; I was made fearful of a forest, but that only made me the more eager - and I was wrong. The coach must needs break down on the wretched road, a bottomless mud road. Without such postilions as I had with me I should have remained stuck in the road. Esterhazy, traveling the usual road here, had the same fate with eight horses that I had with four - Yet I got some pleasure out of it, as I always do when I successfully overcome difficulties - Now a quick change to things internal from things external. We shall surely see each other soon; moreover, today I cannot share with you the thoughts I have had during these last few days touching my own life - If our hearts were always close together, I would have none of these. My heart is full of so many things to say to you - ah - there are moments when I feel that speech amounts to nothing at all - Cheer up - remain my true, my only treasure, my all as I am yours. The gods must send us the rest, what for us must and shall be -
Your faithful LUDWIG.
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Evening, Monday, July 6
You are suffering, my dearest creature - only now have I learned that letters must be posted very early in the morning on Mondays to Thursdays - the only days on which the mail-coach goes from here to K. - You are suffering - Ah, wherever I am, there you are also - I will arrange it with you and me that I can live with you. What a life!!! thus!!! without you - pursued by the goodness of mankind hither and thither - which I as little want to deserve as I deserve it - Humility of man towards man - it pains me - and when I consider myself in relation to the universe, what am I and what is He - whom we call the greatest - and yet - herein lies the divine in man - I weep when I reflect that you will probably not receive the first report from me until Saturday - Much as you love me - I love you more - But do not ever conceal yourself from me - good night - As I am taking the baths I must go to bed - Oh God - so near! so far! Is not our love truly a heavenly structure, and also as firm as the vault of heaven?
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Good morning, on July 7
Though still in bed, my thoughts go out to you, my Immortal Beloved, now and then joyfully, then sadly, waiting to learn whether or not fate will hear us - I can live only wholly with you or not at all - Yes, I am resolved to wander so long away from you until I can fly to your arms and say that I am really at home with you, and can send my soul enwrapped in you into the land of spirits - Yes, unhappily it must be so - You will be the more contained since you know my fidelity to you. No one else can ever possess my heart - never - never - Oh God, why must one be parted from one whom one so loves. And yet my life in V is now a wretched life - Your love makes me at once the happiest and the unhappiest of men - At my age I need a steady, quiet life - can that be so in our connection? My angel, I have just been told that the mailcoach goes every day - therefore I must close at once so that you may receive the letter at once - Be calm, only by a calm consideration of our existence can we achieve our purpose to live together - Be calm - love me - today - yesterday - what tearful longings for you - you - you - my life - my all - farewell. Oh continue to love me - never misjudge the most faithful heart of your beloved.
ever thine
ever mine
ever ours
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Background
After Beethoven's death in March 1827 two documents were discovered in his desk. These were the Heiligenstadt Testament and the love letters shown above. The passionate feelings manifested in these letters where addressed to a person unknown. Many have speculated over whom might be the recipient, made more difficult by the fact that there is no year or place given on the letters. But Solomon, following Beethoven's date on the letters, his movement during the period (1812) and studying the persons close to Beethoven, has come to the solution that Antoine Brentano must be the answer, now generally accepted as being correct.
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Antonie Brentano
Antonie von Birkenstock was born in Vienna on May 28, 1780, thus 10 years younger than Beethoven. She underwent eduction with the Ursuline order in Pressburg.
On July 23, 1798 she married the Frankfurt merchant Franz Brentano, 15 years her senior. Her first child was born in 1799 but died a year later. She then had four surviving children. Solomon states that her marriage was unhappy.
In June 1809, Antonie's father was seriously ill in Vienna and she went there with her children in early October. Her husband followed a short time later and set up a branch of his firm in Vienna. In May 1810, Antonie's sister-in-law Bettina Brentano introduced her to Beethoven for the first time.
The Brentano's remained in Vienna until late in 1812 - she didn't like Frankfurt much and was ill most of the time. During her illnesses Beethoven would often play the piano for her. The Immortal Beloved letters were written at a time when it was evident that she would be leaving Vienna. After her departure at the end of 1812 she and Beethoven never met again.
Antonie Brentano died in 1869 at the age of 89.
| 11/5/2007
Carry me away from this dark and lonely room
带我离开这黑暗而寂寞的地方
light me in your arms-all i want to know is you
轻拥我入怀，知道你的存在
chase away the darkness with everything you are
为我赶走黑暗的一切
i will find my strength in the beat of your heart
我将在你的心跳中获得勇气
picture book of memories,how we used to be
相册记忆着我们的曾经
some people spend a lifetime waiting for their dream
人们为了梦想等待一生
i won't find the answers by looking at the stars
我却从未在星星中找到答案
i will find my strength in the beat of your heart
我将从你的心跳中获得勇气
time held in our hands
我们手中拥有的时光
will change into years gone by
将成流逝的岁月
if i can held on to you
如果我能拥有你
i'll leave my all fears behind
我将远离背后所有的恐惧
holding on we drift like two flowers on the sea
坚持下去，我们如海上飘流的两朵浪花
riding on the waves felling go of what will be
乘坐波涛，感受着即将到来的时刻
i won't find the answers by staring at the stars
我将不会在星星的闪光中寻求答案
i've found all my dreams in the beat your heart
我已经在你的心跳中找到梦想
i've found all my dreams in the beat your heart
我已经在你的心跳中找到梦想 10/3/2007 my 萍，大学一年级我们同住一个寝室，其实寝室一共有六个人，但最后和我有联络就是她。
my 萍，应该是个很乖的孩子，因为还没有见识过她疯癫的样子，虽然她说工作上会喝酒什么的，但她的处女酒吧体验，也就是那天下午，看完哈利之后，带她去看传说中加长版的“哈利”。
my 萍，我们一起去看电影，shopping，去新的餐馆吃饭。
my 萍，去ktv唱一整个通宵，只有我和她两个。
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EVA,我们认识也就一个礼拜的样子，但我很喜欢她。
EVA,是个很棒的女生，虽然还要比我小三岁，但三年一个代沟的问题应该没有。
EVA,我从心里希望她能幸福。
EVA,和我一样不喜欢男人提着女人的包。^_^
9/24/2007 今天偶然上qq看到倩的q-zone，
发现她和张磊分手了，
他们两个都是我的高中同学，虽然他们和我不是同一个班级，但相比很多自己班的同学，我们还是比较熟悉的。
他们在一起似乎有五六年了。
期间同学聚会，见过他们两个，当时还是很好的，虽然也听说过他们之间发生过一些状况，但那次看到他们两个一起来，觉得挺不容易的。
看到倩没有多问什么，也不知道怎样安慰。
只是希望她可以好好的。
再说婷婷，现在真是个幸福的小女人。
说是她已经收到钻戒了。
羡慕啊~
我说谈恋爱不能贪太久。
婷婷说不能和不想结婚的人纠缠。
正解！
但明天谁能保证？
9/7/2007 my benben出差快两个星期了。好久啊！！不爽~
最近一直都觉得睡眠不足，总是睡不够。星期六我要睡个大大的懒觉！
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